the beginning of a new chapter

In my July newsletter, I did mention that I was going to start a new series, ‘Unemployment Diaries’ but the universe had a different plan for me.

I GOT A JOB!!!

As thrilled as I am to embark on this new chapter, there’s a certain anxiety that comes with returning to an office environment after a year and a half. Change, while daunting, is an inescapable part of life. It’s the one constant that drives us forward, challenging us to grow. Maybe this change is the push I need, a step towards a new and promising direction.

What I’m feeling right now reminds me of my first day of school, except this time, it’s a workplace. The imposter syndrome, doubts, and ‘what ifs’ all seem to gather in my head, trying to pull me down BUT my heart reassures me that I’m on the right path and that this is where I’m meant to be. I worry about missing out on family time, spending time with my cats, and not having enough time to work on my creative projects or even read a book. I’ve been here before, years ago. However, this time, I believe it’s important to take the initiative to carve out time for the things that make me happy and setting boundaries for my own mental peace.

I know this newsletter might come across as ungrateful, especially when there are people still searching for a job. But don’t get me wrong—I’m incredibly thankful for this opportunity as I’m still very much going to be working with books and it’s pretty exciting to be in this journey which would open doors for me to learn more about the literary scene in Singapore. This new chapter will allow me to grow as a creative individual, sharpen my skills, and push myself further to excel in my field.

I’m all set to learn from challenges and embrace every experience. Cheers to a new chapter!

I would also like to take the opportunity to express my gratitude to all those who were so motivating during my unemployment days and told me that there’s something better waiting for me out there. Thank you 🙏🏽

xx, Hamsavalli